The fear
anxiety
loneliness
that I know only
as Love
Brought me to
where I am today.

To ponder
wonder
and discover
The true feelings
that go with
this mystery.

Love can’t
make you feel
Guilty
Dirty
Severed

But now
I can not
admit that what
I felt was
a lie
Not love
at all

I don’t think
at this moment
I could admit
the lies I told
or the way
I lied.